That's how long it took for High School to mentally break me, I just want to curl up into a fetal position and cry. I just walk about from class to class, contributing...sort-of. I'm either a vague curiosity (English, Science) or an outright hindrance (Food Studies, Religion), nobody is particularly mean to me, but nobody's nice either. Even people in "Tech Theatre", something I would usually excel in, thought I was odd, at best; and when Theatre kids think you're weird, you know there's something wrong. I spoke to my parents and we're thinking of waiting one week and then putting me back on the internet-high-school or putting me on some kind of course (without a diploma) that would lead into job opportunities in childcare/care for the disabled (something that interests me). I just don't think I'm cut out for High School.
To give you an idea of my general mood, I've been listening to this song over and over, like Veronica Mars did with the Virgin Suicides soundtrack (did anybody see that episode? Has anyone seen "The Virgin Suicides", it's good movie.):
To give you an idea of my general mood, I've been listening to this song over and over, like Veronica Mars did with the Virgin Suicides soundtrack (did anybody see that episode? Has anyone seen "The Virgin Suicides", it's good movie.):
The film was made in 1973. It was a golden time for people to experiment without risking, for example, AIDS. Today one has to be so much more careful and I don't think a character like that could exist now.
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